So lillypad only has 1 more night after tonight to soak in her meds and she is done. It seems the last week she is up and down, and her back leg has started to swell abit again and she has went on hunger strike the last week or so. She has only had one small poop since Christmas and I know this isn't good, I don't know what to do. I tried giving her a honey bath for about ten minutes the other night but nothing and with her having the edema I wasn't sure if I should leave in her in there any longer then that. Im asking for help here before I try the vet because I have spent about $550 dollars since Christmas and i cant afford to go back right now unless i really have to, and even then i cant afford it but i will do what i have to do. She is still standing taller and moveing around abit more just the swelling seems to come and go. I really don't want to ask this but should i just bring her in and ask them to euthanize her or is there hope. I don't want to have to, is there is something else i can do to help her. Its just if she is pain or something i don't want her to live like that. I will not do this at home either, it would be done by a professional who knows what they are doing. If that's what it comes down to i believe she should go peacefully, not at home were something could go wrong.